how a great day :)

1st - my family

2nd - him

3rd - my all besties (re. NEUN)

4th - 28th dec, i'm goes to Jakarta :D

it's all to in one today :D

huaah i'm really love today !!

and for my boyfie, happy on 25th December dear :))

*kisshugs

you..

if one day I have without you, I'm not ready
if one day I should go or you are gone, I'm not ready
if one day I don't hold your hand again, I'm not ready
if one day I no longer see your smile, I'm not ready
if one day I should see only from behind your back, I'm not ready..

because I want to be with you
because I want to always be near you
because I always wanted to look older yourself
because I couldn't have without holding your hand tightly
and because I always want to see your smile..

it's all because I love you with all my heart
perhaps excessive, but this is what I got for you
and will always be there for you 

don't you ask for sure because it certainly will always be there for you my dear, Joem :)

lagi dan lagi..

sakit melihatnya pergi berlalu begitu saja..

perih mendengar amarahnya..

mungkin saya yang selalu salah dalam bersikap

mungkin saya yang tidak pernah menjaga perasaannya

mungkin dia juga sudah lelah dengan sikapku yang begini

maafkan aku yang selalu membuat kita seperti ini

maafkan sikap ini yang susah berubah untuk lebih baik

andaikan kau tahu rasanya jika kau pergi begitu saja

ingin rasanya aku menahanmu, mengejarmu, berteriak sekeras-kerasnya untuk kau tetap tinggal..

 

maafkan perempuanmu ini..