DOUBLE TAP

regret always comes too late

19th June, his birthday..
He went on vacation with his family at the beach that I always dreamed of ..
Bira their vacation to the beach, well pleased .. I'll spell it Bi to the aI to the aR to the A.. BIRA!!

Honestly from the beginning I wanted to come studytour yesterday, I was hesitant ..
because when I go, I will pass a single moment that may never come again: (

A few days ago, his sister sent a friend request on facebook, then I accept it .. after seeing her profile, I saw her photo album and there is one album that makes me sad and regret, the last envy ..

Why do I regret?
As they complete a family vacation, no less one member of the family ..
hoaaaahh makes me grow jealous and regret -___-
Full brothers and sisters bring their partner to go on holiday as well,
what a pity my boyfriend who is not accompanied by his boyfriend..

I suppose I knew that the journey yesterday studytour schedule did not come to fruition, I will ask permission to go back to Makassar for one day only .. that intention had always been there, my fees have been collected to buy tickets but canceled, due to departures and schedules uncertain ..
And when in Jakarta, dated 18th June evening when I was not there any activity, which was previously planned to meet with KKU, how annoying it does not know the schedule ..

Increased resentment and regret I was at that time ..
And somehow, I feel something is sad to see pictures with them, looks like I can't join the family ..  
Only God knows the answer ..

Although I can't accompany his on the special day, I still try to make it not lonely ..
I left at his mother's gift, which will be given when the anniversary arrives, and gratefully he accepted the gift with pleasure ..

Here are some photos that make me jealous and regret, I took it from her sister photo album on facebook..

night he changed life *happy birthday ma sweetheart :))
with his brothers, sisters and their spouses
with his mom and the sisters
big fam on vacation
again, without me.. *envy :'(

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